I am so sick of being unhappy. I feel so unloved and just plain unworthy. My past is full of abandonment and I just think that life is really not worth living .. I am not saying I am going to harm myself.. but who would really care if I wasn't around. I am not living...just exsisting.. which sucks ass...

I am depressed..miserable,feel unproductive,worthless,unloved. If I feel these things why bother with life. ??

I have no clue why I am revealing these painfull thoughts. I have been isolating myself now for almost 10 years.. I used to have many friends..which I now have pushed away for various reasons. I dont wish to be around people when I have nothing positive to say... why put them thru that...

life just sucks...

Just wanted to introduce myself and say hello to everyone!

I'm going to share a little more about myself and let you get to know me better...

My faith is  important to me, my family comes first in my life and I would do anything for them.

I definitely have times when I feel low or sad, but I don't let myself dwell on it.

 I give myself a small window of time, and then I move on.
I love school, and I can't wait to go back!

I am so the student who sits in the front row and always has the questions.. and sometimes the answers.

Looking forward to getting to know some of you better!

Writing some positives and negatives for my next post.